Wednesday, September 9, 2020

Freddy, the last sibling is no more.

16 years & 4 month ago, 5 sibling felines were born in our closet. Their mother was named Xena/Zeena.
She was a middrange longhaired standard farmersbreed of a cat,. The father was shorthaired farmerscat. The typical kind with an M /W on the forehead.

Her babies was not longhaired, nore short, but somewhere in between. They were fluffier than standard shorthaired cats, but still retained that well-knowned catface most know, but with their own personality to it. Noone is the same.

We named them Bam, Elis, Freddy, Rufus & Sussie. 

Two were very dark brown with a pattern (Rufus & Elis) some would call them black.
One was Grey with dark stripes (Bam), and Sussie & Freddy had lighter grey colouring with blackstripes and white socks.

Yesterday..  Yesterday was the last day of the last sibling.


His condition had been deteriorating over the last 2 weeks and i was suspecting the worst, but i was hopeful he would come out of it. 

But yet, i did know he was an old man. 


Freddy died in his sleep an hour before midnight the 6th of september.



I never had a "pet" live this long before.


He was with me a third of my life.




He & his sibings, they were born here. They are family! 

He never put out a claw! He was the sweetest being i ever knew! :(



Freddy at his prime, around 2014-15.



Now, we still have Fia. She's 13 years old, but still people think she's a kitten. 

I wish it was all over though. 
This grief ... is tearing me apart. 

He was the last one. :( I understand his death more than any of the others though, as he was the elder one.

A respectable age of 16 and a half & I'm so glad he was a part of my life for so long. 

But i'll never get a "pet" again!


When Fia is gone, i am done! :(



Freddy, i know you will sleep well. I tucked you in well at your final restingplace with pine tree branches as your final restingplace.



I'll miss you to the very last day i live.